Jessie Buckley Opens Up About Body Image Criticism on ‘I’d Do Anything’ & Mental Health Struggles

A Second Look at a Star Turn

Irish actor Jessie Buckley has revisited her early days on the BBC talent display I’d Do Anything, the 2008 competition that launched her career as she vied for the role of Nancy in a West Complete production of Oliver!. Buckley, now an Oscar nominee, recently discussed the experience and the criticism she faced during that time, affirming her pride in the young woman she was then and stating she harbors no regrets.

The conversation unfolded during an appearance on BBC Radio 4’s Desert Island Discs, following an initial discussion in British Vogue in January. Buckley’s reflections touch on navigating self-discovery and body image under public scrutiny, and the importance of pursuing artistic passions even amidst personal struggles. This comes as Buckley continues to garner acclaim for her recent work, particularly her performance in Hamnet.

Early Days and Public Scrutiny

Buckley described a period of self-discovery during her time on I’d Do Anything, acknowledging the challenges of being a young woman trying to define herself while simultaneously being judged on her appearance. “I don’t like that part of it,” she told Lauren Laverne. “I consider that was a young woman who’s trying to discover her body and herself, like we all do. And I wish that hadn’t happened.” She explained that the pressure to conform to a certain image felt at odds with her desire to simply sing and act.

Despite the criticism, Buckley emphasized her unwavering commitment to her craft. “I think I was putting a brave face on, because really what I wanted to do was sing and I wanted to act, and I wanted to be part of this industry, and all of a sudden you had to be a certain kind of person,” she said. “And I just wasn’t, I never will be. That’s just not me.” She ultimately expressed a sense of pride and acceptance, stating, “I’m so proud of that girl. I think she did great and I don’t regret any of it.”

From Killarney to Critical Acclaim

Buckley’s journey from her hometown of Killarney, Co Kerry, Ireland, to international recognition has been marked by consistent dedication and a willingness to embrace challenging roles. Before I’d Do Anything, she attended the Royal Academy of Dramatic Art (RADA) in London. Her early career included stage work and television appearances, gradually building a reputation for her versatility and emotional depth. Hamnet, Chloe Zhao’s adaptation of Maggie O’Farrell’s novel, has been a pivotal moment, earning her widespread critical praise and numerous awards nominations.

The Independent’s review of Hamnet highlighted Buckley’s performance as particularly compelling, with critic Clarisse Loughrey writing that Buckley’s portrayal of Agnes Hathaway “feels like peering into the mouth of a cave, all earthiness and unfathomable depth.” The role has positioned Buckley as a leading actress of her generation, capable of conveying complex emotions with nuance and power.

Navigating Mental Health and Finding Strength

Buckley’s openness extends beyond her experiences with public image to include a candid discussion of her struggles with mental health as a teenager. On Desert Island Discs, she spoke about battling an eating disorder and depression during her school years, crediting music and theatre as vital outlets for her recovery. She described acting as “essential,” comparing it to “drinking water,” and emphasized its role in helping her overcome personal challenges.

“I didn’t know how to be alive the way I wanted to be, and it was demanding,” she shared. “But I do not for a second regret it, and I think I’ve been able to transform it and recognise our vulnerabilities as humans in the world.” She recounted a turning point when she realized that pursuing her artistic passions was essential to her well-being, stating, “If I don’t get better here, this music, this being part of theatre – I’m not going to be able to do this any more, and I probably won’t survive.”

A Mother’s Influence and Continued Support

Buckley also spoke warmly about her mother, Marina, describing her as an “extraordinary” woman who is currently pursuing her own creative endeavors. She shared a particularly moving moment, selecting a recording of her mother singing “O Holy Night” in church as one of her Desert Island Discs. Buckley’s emotional response underscored the profound impact her mother has had on her life and career.

What’s on the Horizon

Buckley’s recent success with Hamnet has undoubtedly raised her profile and opened doors to new opportunities. While specific upcoming projects haven’t been widely publicized, her momentum suggests a continued trajectory of high-profile roles. The full Desert Island Discs episode is available on BBC Sounds and BBC Radio 4, offering further insight into Buckley’s life and artistic journey. The actor’s willingness to reflect on both the triumphs and challenges of her career resonates with audiences and solidifies her position as a compelling and authentic voice in contemporary cinema and theatre. Further analysis of her work in Hamnet continues to highlight her exceptional talent and the depth of her emotional range.